actually i quite worried abt her lor..haiz..attendance so weak le..dunno whether she can do well for exams or not..
i reli wish i can pick up the courage n tell her tat i love her rite in the face..but i juz cannot do it..haiz..duno y leh..
c tat her memory is gettin weaker n weaker le..haiz..blame myself lor..if i got $ jiu hao le..den can lend her go take op..den mayb she now wont b so miserable le..
n oso mayb dunnd to keep takin of the pain..everytime c her here pain there pain but yet i cannot do anything for her..haiz.
i noe she needed someone to care n love her..but tat person is not me..even though i reli wish tat person is me..but fact eventually is a fact..in the end stil had to accept it..
i reli hope tat i can find a gal tat i truly love..but i noe tat love someone doest mean u muz hav tat person..
coz love isn't abt possession..love is whenever tat person is feeling happy u will feel the same,whenever tat person is sad u will never fail to lend a listenin n whenever tat person is angry u oso nv fail to lend for a punchin bag..
i noe i love u,tat y i will choose to let you,even though is truly hurtful but as long as u r happy,i dun mind bein hurted..
but i hope u can read my heart sooner or later coz watever i did is juz to get some of ur attention..even is juz a few secs but it would last forever in my memory.
juz hope tat u can reli find ur happiness..stay happi..study hard for exams ba..
jy ba,gal..u will hav my blessings whenever u go..=))
