If I Bleed,Would You Ever Care?

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Sianz...

Hmmm..presentation do on next wed liao..

quite scared lor.. like to watch the 9pm de show lor..so nice lor..

today c her n him keep tokin n laughin.. c le quite uncomfortable..

den on the way home on 87..we smsed each other..den she tell me she got stead le..

den i feel hapi for her..hope tat tiz relationship would reli last forever lor..

even though she tell me she got stead..but to me..i stil cannot put down tiz burden..i dunno y..

feelin it is heavily for me to carry but stil dun wish to put down..haiz..

sometimes i oso wish i can find a gal tat i truly like..but i noe tat to me,every relationship might nt last long de lor..

haiz..my frenz keep encouragin me to look forward..one day sure can find u like de gal..

but I JUZ CANNOT PUT DOWN THE BURDEN..=(((

wat to do leh?? mayb shld reli let it go lor..shld take it as we 2 no fate..

but i keep thinkin of tiz but the results would always b the same..

haiz..

when i c couple holdin hands on street or even on tv my heart is filled wif envious..haiz..i keep sayin..y other ppl hav tiz luck,i dun hav..

when i hav y i didnt choose to cherish it..if i choose to cherish it i think now oso wont keep stayin in my own shadow n cannot escape le..

i noe tat stayin in ur own shadow u wont find happiness..but is coz i can find no one to accompany me to walk out of tiz shadow..

it hurts to stay in own shadow..but mayb doin tat will let the time heal the wounds..

things might change every sec but tat is one thing tat will never change..

it is her smile..her smile smitten my heart..her smile let me remember her every sec..

her smile will forever stay in my heart.. since it is the fact tat she liked other guys..den all i can do is to giv my blessings n praying le..

haiz..will stop here ba..=((

EmO BOI bled for you at 9:27 PM

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