today wake up at 8..den busy doin the bottle of stars n hearts..
den reached sch..saw anthony at there tok tok tok..
den after we go bedok de ntuc c stuffs n buy 90+ dollars de things..
den pass her the bottle of stars n hearts..she say she like it..
den afternoon 4+ reached hm..she ask me to go out to ghoby ghaut meet her..
den 6+ go take bus..walk till busstop den think of forget to brin xtra money..
den faster run back hm take extra money..haiz..
reached there liao..sms them where them..den they say here..i go liao..didnt c them..den keep caling/smsing..
haiz..keep walking wrong place de lor..there damn difficult to walk lor..go there everytime get lost de..
haiz..mi make her no mood agn..haiz..i dun think i m fit to b her gan laogong at all lor..coz i only noe how to make her angry..dunno how to cheer her up..haiz..
sianz..tml bbq le..3.30pm goin to sch take things den go east coast wif the rest lor..
yawn..dunno wheather lovin is a mistake or not..sometimes keep askin myself whether loving her is a mistake or not..but juz cannot get a ans in my heart..
i think myself is a guardian angel to her..but i noe her heart de guardian angel is other ppl lor..
haiz.i dun mind..lor..as long as i can smile her..c her hapi jiu hao le..coz i noe love her is not abt muz hav her..is to set her free in order to make her totally happy..
i noe one day she sure can find sum1 to make her happi de..
but if reli got a choice for me to choose..i will choose to suffer all her sufferngs lor..juz in order to make smile n happy..
i wont choose to let her suffer anything de lor..but i noe this thing wont ever happen de lor..
