i oso noe sooner or later sum1 sure will hate me de..
i oso noe i will lose a fren..but wat i did coz i m jealous..
i noe i m stupid...mi is petty...but coz i oso wan to get her attention..
when i say i got headache tiz mornin..she dun even care for me..haiz..
her whole heart only got him..mi dun even hav a small spot in her heart..
mi is gettin further n further frm her le..
she dun even care for me le..haiz..
nvm..i expected tiz results le..is only tat i stupid..
thot keep on holdin on tat rope..she one day will come n rescue me..
but in the end stil didnt come..tat shows tat u shouldnt hold onto something tat u noe tat dun hav any results on it de..
livin on a fukin shadow doesnt make me feel gd..but wat can i do?
when i c u everyday,my heart would only sunk deeper n deeper..
love is v.miserable..since u like him..den go ahead ba..i dun think i hav the energy to interfere le..
reli v.tired le..
i only hope i can love a person tat she will love me back too..but after so many things happen..tat shows tat i love u but u wont ever love me back...
i noe u cannot accept for who i m..so even u choose to accept me in the first place..our relationship wont last long..
if a person ask u to change for him or her..plz do not do so..coz it is not worth it for u to change..if a person reli love u,they will accept for who u r..but not ask u to change to anyone..
i only can say sori if i hurt u..n if i reli hurt too deep..den mayb u shld try forgettin me in ur memories ba..dun brin ur unhappy memories left tiz world..
brin ur happy memories tat he gave u n leave tiz world wif smile..
smile is something tat i cannot giv..
love is something tat i got no power to giv..
lovin him sure would b better den lovin me..
i'm sure u wont regret wif ur decision..
u got sum1 there is always cheerin u up..so whatever unhappiness u had..as long as u tell him..he will console u n u would b happy..
but for me..no one cheers up me when i m down..n no one is there for me to share my joys when i m happy..
as long as u r happy wif ur decision,i would feel happy for u in my heart but not on my face..
