Haiz..tiz is the 1st time i cried for a gal.. haiz..i love joycelin v.much..when she say she wan to b frenz..at tat moment my heart broke le den suddenly my tears broke out..den i oso smsin wif her usin my mum hp.. i ran to my room to hold my bolster n cry.. haiz..
she is the 1st gal tat i cried for de..haiz.. my grandpa passed away on 2002..tat was the 1st time i cried the most.. after tat i didnt shed a tear le.. but ytd i cried for her.. in the end she say if dun wan den dun b frenz lor.. coz i reli v.scared i will lose her one day... i noe i m stupid..i stupid is coz i love her..
she is the 1st gal tat i loved so much de.. everytime after meetin up wif her..i hope we could stay there forever..n wont b apart.. but i noe it is impossible de..coz she cannot ton overnite de.. haiz..i duno y i juz love her so much lor..haiz.. even she is stil thinkin of her ex or whatsoever..but i dun mind as long as i got a corner in her heart is enough for me le.. coz i noe memories cannot b erased de..so she cannot forget her ex i oso wont blame her..
as long as she is by my side is enough le..n i can c her n her smile in more den enough le.. sound v.stupid rite?? no choice..coz i made a promise to heaven tat if got a gal willin to love me..i would care,concern n love her..not to break her heart.. so i muz do it..
i found myself slowly fallen deeply for her le.. when i wan to regret already cannot le.. coz i found myself love her till wu fa zhi ba le.. oso no medicine can help me le..the only medi can help me is havin her to keep by my side..
kk le..i love laopo so much..MUACKZ!!
7 Sept 08
At 1st wake up at 11++ den on hp.. den saw laopo de msg..chat wif her a while le.. den fall back to bed..but when she sms me my phone vibrate i wake up n c lor haha! slp a while sms a while =XX den laopo got her laptop de charger..but she dunno y her com cannot play.. dunno wat problem leh..
keep got error de..haiz.. thot can chat wif laopo on msn de.. bored lor..
den eat bread liao..den play com..return testi..hee.. den write blog..watch golden path.. hee..sms wif laopo oso..
hmm..dunno my sms will burst or not leh.. coz got feelings like my sms will burst tiz mth lor..coz seem like smsin alot to laopo liao.. haiz..bored.. k le la.. sianz..tml goin to cmpb check my ears agn..bored..=(( hope no problem ba..sianz sianz!!!
LAOPO..TODAY IS OUR 3RD WEEK ANNI LE..1 MORE WK TO OUR 1ST MONTH LE! TIME RELI FLIES V.FAST..I LOVE U LAOPO! MY FEELINGS FOR U WILL ONLY INCREASE BUT WILL NEVER DECREASE! U R ALWAYS MINE! ONCE MINE,FOREVER IS MINE! MUACK ON OUR 3RD WEEK...=DD
