even though today playin badminton wif laopo n cr..
but i stil v.scared feelin reli would b gone one day.. haiz!!
i choose to love her..but in the end stil v.scared one day will lose her.. haiz..cox i v.scared i cannot giv her happiness,love,secure tat she wanted..
i think shld let nature take its course ba.. =))
even though it would b pain..but shld let nature take its own course ba.. coz i noe forcin would not brin any happiness de..
if she one day reli got found someone she reli like de..i will wish her happi..i noe i m stupid.. shld cherish a gal like her..
i noe many ppl read tiz sure will blame me for tokin bullshit or watever.. haiz..
but i reli dun wan to lose her..i dunno wat to do in order to giv her secure n love.. i noe she bein wif me cannot find secure..even if can find love,but i think i cannot giv her any secure lor.. haiz!!