Do you know untill now i am still crying over you,
When things had already passed a year plus,
Everyday when i passed by the places that we sat and laugh together,
My heart is truly ached,
I couldn't sleep in the middle of night,
So i wake up,and see the places that we sat together right under my house,
The songs we used to listen together,
The memories had been craving in my heart,
I had been telling myself to forget you,
But when i am listening to the songs,
My heart cried,
I couldn't control myself,
And burst into tears,
Even though everything is not worth it,
But what can i do when the tears is going to burst?
I wished you had never appear in my world,
So you do not have the chance to turn my world into a darkness world,
I wish we can go back to the places that we sat and laugh together again,
Just to see the smile on your face,
Everything that i done would be truly worth it,
But could you ever sense that untill now,
Someone is still thinking of you?
Could you ever feel that,
Someone is still missing you?
Could your heart know that,
Someone is still loving you deep in the heart?
I had tried to control my tears for a few times,
But tears eventually had still been dripping from my eyes,
And blood had been dripping in my heart,
But no one could see and know the pain that i had,
Thinking and missing you every night had made me had a sleepless night,
If i could learn to cherish you in the first place,
You wouldn't found a reason to leave my side,
Why i would want to learn to cherish you,
When you are no longer by my side,
Why i would still want you to return to my side,
When i know it is totally impossible?
Why i would still want to hold your hand,
When i know that your heart had already forgotten my presence,
Ten thousands of whys appear in my mind again and again,
And untill now,
Those answers are still in a world of mystery.
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