I am so stupid,
Knowing that you would never ever come back to my side,
But still waiting for that so called miracle to appear,
I know i had hurt you a lot,
So you can no longer trust me neither nor my words,
No matter how i said to you,
You will no longer believe in it,
It is a good thing that you did not listen to my words,
So you will never get cheated by my words for once again.
You will never get to see a happy-go-lucky boy again,
That is in the past,
But past eventually is a past,
In the future,
You will only get to see a boy,
Who is forever stucked in a place where is filled with darkness and lonelyness.
For others,
It is easy to find a new love,
As they can walk out of the darkness world easily when they had a helping hand,
But for me,
I had no helping hand,
That is the reason why i am forever stucked in the world of darkness,
Once is stucked in that world,
Forever would be stucked in that world.
Why am i so stupid,
When there are people willing to save me out of that darkness world,
I choose to reject them,
Is it that i am waiting for the one and only you to save me out of that world,
Or i am waiting for the new mystery person to do the job?
As time slowly goes by,
I still unable to see a single sight of brightness,
I could only see darkness
Where is filled with emo,lonely,quietness.
Who can tell me what to do,
In order to walk out of that world of darkness,
And able to find a sight of light,
So i won't be able to feel lonelyness and quietness,
Please,
Tell me what to do,
In order to be happy.
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