Mornin wake up at 6.45..haiz..suddenly head so pain..thinkin of not goin to sch de..but i noe elaine laopo is waitin for the thumbdrive so i tell myself to climb up frm the bed lor..brush teeth le,wear uniform den rush go take bus liao..

reach sch le buy sandwich n water lor

sianz..

Listenin to s.h.e-xing guang..

so nice lor..lol

den listenin to s.h.e-ji de yao wang ji..

记得要忘记 忘记经过我的你毕竟只是很偶像的那种相遇不会不容易我有一辈子足够用来忘记我还有一辈子可以用来努力我一定会忘记你

tiz song say my feelings sia.so nice..

today cher how to do the project wif the box lor..

den elaine laopo draw pattern on my hand..den i keep movin..LOL

oso got him n lcf lor

hee..

sianz sianz..

today elaine laopo so hot lor..ask lcf questions den he keep dunno here dunno there..

den she angry throw bottle sia..den the apple tea inside all is bubble lai de..like bubble tea.=X

i noe she had contribute alot of the project lor..but yet 3 guys didnt do anything lor..like shit lor

den mon stil need to present in front of teachers again..

haiz..

she ask basic questions but we 3 guys no one can ans lor

haiz..

i noe elaine laopo wont giv up on cr de..c her actions towards jiu noe le lor..

angry is angry..but towards him angry a while jiu forget le..

haiz..mon go sch need to present again..sianz de lor..

haiz..

说你爱我变成一种问候 不如趁早放手 把爱坠落让满地鲜红 说你爱我变成一种折磨 不用陪我走到最后 我承担不起你的承诺

some ppl say love sum 1 u muz fight for ur happiness..sum ppl say if u love sum 1 shld let him/her go search their own happines.. haiz..everyone got their own way of tokin..

bored..mi oso dunno wat to do..

mi wan to fight for my happiness but on one side i scared i cannot giv the happiness tat she wan..another side is i will lose one of the fren..

so mayb tiz is the reason so i decide to step out ba..

coz i jealous oso no use de..

i oso stayin in own shadow forever will make u ownself miserable de..but i now tryin to walk out alone le..but so far now i stil cannot c a slight of light in front of me..

mayb time is not here for me yet..so i think i can do de is wait for time to come ba..

when the time is ripe den light will appear in front lor..=((

will stop here le..

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Haiz..

now head so pain..killin me le..=((

haiz..today go bugis there buy project de stuffs again.

haiz..today go le..feel myself like a freakin big xtra de lor..

all is couple couple de..

only me alone..

haiz..

mon need to present again lor..sianz..

i think my mei wont go for the bbq le lor..she havent giv me ans..

haiz..

dunno wan to go or not leh..sianz diao..

wori abt presentation 1st den think of exams lor..

today is the 1st time let a gal "say" me say till so jialat de..haiz..

no wonder ppl say..everything oso can offend..but dun offend women..

haiz..

i dunno anything..only noe my head like wan to burst le..haiz..

i miss her alot..haiz..

y i missssssssssss her so much but we r like draftin far far away?

haiz..i miss her pretty smile n her eyes..

=(((( wat m i goin to do? i dun think i can forget her le..she had stuck in my mind le..

bored..=(((

will stop here..=(

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Sianz..piang eh..

today presentation like fuck lor..

only i tok only sia..sianz..

all noe how to giv ideas but dun wan to tok..

sianz la..

wah lau leh..holidays comin le..den wan to find ppl go out oso difficult..

haiz..

bbq oso dunno can find ppl go or not leh..if cannot find den mayb wont go le..might as well stay at hm rot lor

haiz..=((

BORED LA..NNB!!

其实我非常爱你，不想失去你，难道我没有权利说我不愿意，你给了他的吻，虽然只有余温，可知道我多渴望住你的心，我知道他很爱你，你怕他伤心，我每天假装开心害怕你离去，可不可以任性，求求你不要去，藏在我心里最后一句，其实还爱你。

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Haiz..bored

today emo again in the afternoon

stil tryin to find frenz go bbq..

haiz..dunno wan to go or not

bored..

alot i think alot of ppl is couple couple go de..

hee

bored bored bored

den tml test n presentation le..

but till now stil no confident..

haiz..

coz i ben lai jiu not gd at presentation de..

somemore test didnt study..oso lazy to study so i noe sure is gone case de..

haiz..

emo emo..=((

事到如今，我只怪我们有缘无份了，幸福我给不了，快乐我给不起，笑容我给不出。。

你的声音打动我的心，你的笑容融化了我的心，你的出现已经抢掉所有的风光。

我知道你很爱他，你不爱我，但我很爱你。。我爱你但我什么都做不到，我爱你但我不能分担你的苦，你的痛，我爱你但却要看你跟他眉开眼笑的。。

我的心好痛好痛，我却只能傻傻的等着你会回头爱我，但我知道那是一辈子都不可能会发生在我的身上。。

人们都说我好笨，他们说为什么死都不会放弃她，不忘记她？但我愿意给他们讲，因为我笨是因为喜欢你，我傻是因为我爱你。。

我只希望我能跟你有一段短短的爱情，能给你你曾经没有拥有过的幸福和快乐。爱你也许会带来一些闲言闲语，但能曾经让我拥有你是我的荣幸。

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Haiz..so bored

ytd juz got a new gan mei..

hee

wed presentation le..today in class struggle on solderin..

lol

ong keep say can go le can go le..

but we keep sayin later la later..

LOL.

FUNNY SIA!!!

LOL

sianz..

wan to emo again le..=(

爱我却不能过给你我全部，我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的，我们不适合，也不想认输，好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭。。

我希望我能给你开心的最后时光，你有权力选择你要喜欢的人，只要你快乐，那肯定是比你喜不喜欢我来的更可贵。

只要你愿意，我愿意陪你走偏天涯海角，就是希望你能快乐。。

我们勾勾手，答应对方要过的比谁都开心，那么我选择放弃你的决定是对的。。

duno wan to say wat liao..

stop here ba..=(

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So boring..

wan to find ppl go out durin weekend leh.

sianz sianz..but no one wan to pei me..

at home slackin so boring..

den oso no body sms wif me de..

lol..luckily weekend stil got amy smsed wif me

lol lol..mayb can find a day go out wif her..

my bday present now stil wif her sia

5mths++ liao..LOL..

so bu hao yi si lor..hee..

she say after next wk mayb would b free lor

lol..but she oso stay v.far leh..

lol

muz think her tiz yr bday how to celebrate liao..lol..but sian de is her bday at dec leh

LOL..

muz slowly slowly think..

wahaha!!! muz jio more frenz join me liao..

lol

den mayb can sabo her..wahaha..let her hav a unforgettable bday..

so sianz.. presentation on wed..but solderin havent finish..

lol..wonder how to show our things sia

now weekend show "dear,dear,son-in-law"..so funny sia..

lol..c le keep laughin de..

wahahahaha!!!

i now tryin to put down the burden le lor..even though is difficult but i believe if there is a will,there is a way..

hee...

jy to me ba..jy on wed de presentation n upcomin theory exams lor

hee

wil stop here le..

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Alot of ppl say frenz last longer den BGR..

sometimes it had reli gone thru my mind..coz to me..sometimes frenz r reli more important den BGR..

example..when u met wif a problem..i think u would rather find a fren to tok den ur stead..coz u dun wan to let ur stead wori..

but when u r sick or whatever u would think of ur stead coz u noe wif the care n love frm ur stead u would recover faster..

so if one day my frenz or stead would ask me to choose whether stead or frenz..i reli dunno how to make the final decision..

coz whatever decision i done would let one of them..

haiz..to me..frenz n relationships r equally important n i dun wish to choose one of them..

if 1 day i reli had to choose one of them..i think i would faint ba..

some ppl would giv up their frenzship juz coz of their stead..n some even can giv up their stead coz of their frenz comments..

so watever decision u done sure will hurt someone..

like mi n julin..last nite quarrel..coz she dun wan me to get hurt by gals..n she keep tellin me to forget abt BGR..juz focus on frenz..n i tell her..guys need gals love n gals oso need guys love..

juz hope tat i dun wish to let it happen de things one day wont happen ba..

haiz..i reli hope can hav both frenzship n relationships..

noe is quite greedy..but juz wan frenz care n gals love..

haiz..mi oso dun wish to hav things like tat de..but tiz is one of the things tat is beyond my control de..

haiz..((

我很想忘了你，但我越想忘了你，我越是忘不掉。。我在想，为什么要忘了你是一件那么难的事。。 很高兴认识你，但高兴认识你和爱上你是两件事，你可以选择不爱我，但你不能阻止我爱你。你的开心果永远不会是我，就算你把我当成是他的替代品我也无所谓，无论无何，我都不会丢下你一个人的，你或需可以选择不想信我，但时间是用来证明实事最好的药。

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Haiz..he n she both found they ownself like de person le..as a fren..shld feel hapi for them de..

每当我需要依靠你，你一定会在这里，有你的地方，就有阳光，你终在我身旁。
我珍惜我们在一起的点点滴滴，你的每一个笑脸都被我的眼睛拍起来了，每一张都收在我的脑海里，每当我不开心时，我会从我的脑海里拿出你的笑脸，看看一下，什么事都忘记了。爱你并不一定要拥有你，无论你跟谁在一起，只要你开心，我这个做朋友的一定也会替你感到开心。

爱情是不能勉强的，勉强的爱情是不会天长地久的，也不会幸福的。 也许有一天你会慢慢的发现我会你的爱一值不变，你是否会感动呢？

我不能活在一个没有你的地球，那对我来说是个黑暗的世界，好没有意思。

i noe no matter how hard i try,nothin can change the fact,but when i c the fact it juz truly hurts me.. n no matter how i tried to avoid i stil will get hurt eventually..

i dunno hw i tried to forget u..i stil cannot do it..i noe wat i did eventually cannot compare wat he done juz to surprise u..haiz..

everyone found their loved ones..but can i noe where is mine? when everyone is celebrating valentine day,i can only c but i ownself cannot exp it..

haiz..even though ur smile had been locked inside my heart,but ur heart is locked wif other ppl images n smile.. haiz..

wishin u all the best ba..n last long long..=))

唯一能做的就是祝福你，希望你永远幸福快乐。不过`如果你要找人陪你聊天，请你不要忘了我，因为我是不会离开你的身边，你开心我就跟你你起疯，你伤心我就跟你一起哭，你生气我就由你处制。

will stop here le..=(


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Hmmm..presentation do on next wed liao..



quite scared lor.. like to watch the 9pm de show lor..so nice lor..



today c her n him keep tokin n laughin.. c le quite uncomfortable..



den on the way home on 87..we smsed each other..den she tell me she got stead le..



den i feel hapi for her..hope tat tiz relationship would reli last forever lor..



even though she tell me she got stead..but to me..i stil cannot put down tiz burden..i dunno y..



feelin it is heavily for me to carry but stil dun wish to put down..haiz..



sometimes i oso wish i can find a gal tat i truly like..but i noe tat to me,every relationship might nt last long de lor..



haiz..my frenz keep encouragin me to look forward..one day sure can find u like de gal..



but I JUZ CANNOT PUT DOWN THE BURDEN..=(((



wat to do leh?? mayb shld reli let it go lor..shld take it as we 2 no fate..



but i keep thinkin of tiz but the results would always b the same..



haiz..



when i c couple holdin hands on street or even on tv my heart is filled wif envious..haiz..i keep sayin..y other ppl hav tiz luck,i dun hav..



when i hav y i didnt choose to cherish it..if i choose to cherish it i think now oso wont keep stayin in my own shadow n cannot escape le..



i noe tat stayin in ur own shadow u wont find happiness..but is coz i can find no one to accompany me to walk out of tiz shadow..



it hurts to stay in own shadow..but mayb doin tat will let the time heal the wounds..



things might change every sec but tat is one thing tat will never change..



it is her smile..her smile smitten my heart..her smile let me remember her every sec..



her smile will forever stay in my heart.. since it is the fact tat she liked other guys..den all i can do is to giv my blessings n praying le..


haiz..will stop here ba..=((

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Haiz..sianz..

exams comin le lor..fri presentation le..

actually i quite worried abt her lor..haiz..attendance so weak le..dunno whether she can do well for exams or not..

i reli wish i can pick up the courage n tell her tat i love her rite in the face..but i juz cannot do it..haiz..duno y leh..

c tat her memory is gettin weaker n weaker le..haiz..blame myself lor..if i got $ jiu hao le..den can lend her go take op..den mayb she now wont b so miserable le..

n oso mayb dunnd to keep takin of the pain..everytime c her here pain there pain but yet i cannot do anything for her..haiz.

i noe she needed someone to care n love her..but tat person is not me..even though i reli wish tat person is me..but fact eventually is a fact..in the end stil had to accept it..

i reli hope tat i can find a gal tat i truly love..but i noe tat love someone doest mean u muz hav tat person..

coz love isn't abt possession..love is whenever tat person is feeling happy u will feel the same,whenever tat person is sad u will never fail to lend a listenin n whenever tat person is angry u oso nv fail to lend for a punchin bag..

i noe i love u,tat y i will choose to let you,even though is truly hurtful but as long as u r happy,i dun mind bein hurted..

but i hope u can read my heart sooner or later coz watever i did is juz to get some of ur attention..even is juz a few secs but it would last forever in my memory.

juz hope tat u can reli find ur happiness..stay happi..study hard for exams ba..

jy ba,gal..u will hav my blessings whenever u go..=))

will stop here le..

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Haiz..brand new borin day again..

haiz..haiz.haiz..

today do practical do till like siao sia..=.=

struggle like fuk..=X

so bored..

today my laopo stil say she wan to jio her..

i c liao heart v.pain..but dunno wat to do..haiz

feel like em0-in again..

y ppl got so much gals love n jio him at same time..but mi dun hav either one..

haiz..y someone so lucky de..=(

mi dunno y so stupid..carry a hope on someone tat doesnt hav any feelin on me..

i dun think got 0.1 percent de chance lor

anybody can tell me wat to do? haiz..reli feel like givin up everything n other country..

haiz..

sometimes reli dunno wan to giv them my blessings or shld snatch my own de happiness??

=((

reli v.confusing sia..wtf??

haiz.. a gal can make my whole mind so complicated? haiz..

reli duno wat else can do le..bored..=((

or mayb shld let nature takes it course ba?? but i scared she cannot wait..den i scared i might regret for my whole life..

=(

think will stop here ba..haiz

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Haiz..

a boring day again..today wake up at 1.30pm..den wash face liao..put on a shirt..

go downstairs wait for bus go compass point cut hair

hmm..freakin bus..damn slow lor..wait for 20-25 mins den come 1 bus..

walau leh..dulan de leh..

den reach compass point liao..go top my ez link card..

left 2.55 only..lol..den i go to the ticket machine top up lor..as least 10bucks de..juz top up lor..

den 2-3 wks dunnd to top up liao..

after tat jiu go cut hair le..

so qiao u noe..my hair get cutted by the gal tat help me cut last time when i went wif my dad de

same gal sia..lol..

cut till half then she tok to me..

ask me study where,den tok abt tatoo..lol

she oso say alot of ppl put tatoo like dunno wat shit..lol..

say is fashion ma..den tell me muz study hard..coz go out work muz hav as least poly cert..

den ask me when go ns..i say mayb next yr lor..she say if can..after ns continue to study lor..

hee..

feel like tokin to a elder sis sia..so gd..next time muz find her tok more liao..=XX

will stop here..

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Today wake up at 1pm..wash face,brush teeth,c tat my eye like got abit swallow sia..=.o

sianz..

Haiz...

Ben lai is say le..ytd ask her can go date wif her ma..she say ok.

den i keep thinkin of where to go..coz i stay sengkang she stay telok blangah..

so v.bu fang bian..

I at nite sms her..mon meet hougang mrt can ma? she called me say she fully booked on mon liao..

haiz.. i reli i can go out wif her n hold her hand..even though the moment is v.v.v short..but the memory is forever in my heart de..

haiz..now tiz chance oso dun giv me..so sad lor..

now mi havent eat dinner..dun seem to hav appetite to eat..haiz..ytd when she agree to go out wif me i v.happy de..who knows tat the happiness is always a moment only..

mi is stil thinkin of her now..but juz now she called me..i can heard frm the bg sound tat she is outside..

haiz..gd lor..at outside enjoy..mi at home sobbin le..=((

i reli wish to giv u up..but no matter how i tried i stil cannot..

the moment i saw u n him so loving together..my heart reli aches..n tat is nothin i can do abt it..

She sent me a msg..Red is her..Blue is me..

Sori..tml i m fully booked n i dun wan to go hougang..
Nvm..Den u slowly go njoy lor..hav fun lor..
lol..den today didnt msg u coz now goin east coast ma..
Gd lor..den u go njoy lor.dun disturb u le lor.
lol..i read ur blog le..
Den?
Gt alot of comments le..
Ic..i ltr go c lor..i now bloggin..u wif ur frenz..den u go hv fun lor..
Wif my gan ah ma lor..umm..comment wana say but not write lor..
Nvm.. U gt read jiu hao lor..eat dinner le ma?
Nah..Ltr lor..now inside the bus lor..
Ic..Gd lor..njoy lor..
Lol..go read my blog bah..
Will de.. U now on bus wif ur ah ma rite? den go chat lor..
Nw walkin..
Ic..faster go eat lor..if nt ltr gastric pain agn lor..
Pain pain lor..who care lor
I care lor
Den ur problem..
Diao..

Mi dunno wat to do is correct de..mi ytd tell tat guy to cherish her..n make her hapi as much as he can..

M i stupid? haiz..=(( suan le ba..take it as we 2 no fate to b together ba..she wan to b wif who jiu go ahead ba..

haiz..stop here le.

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Today create my blog agn..Haiz..

I feelin v.miserable..i like a gal..but she doesnt like me..she like another guy..

Even though i noe tat she doesnt like me.. but i stil like her..

Dunno y..tat is my feelin..i goes wif my feelings..sound stupid rite? Haiz..

Now i dunno wat to do..i know even i tell her face to face tat i like her i stil stand no chance in her heart de..

Anyone can tell me wat to do? mi is tryin v.hard to let her go..but stil cannot.after months after months my heart n mind stil cannot giv her up..m i reli so foolish?

Haiz...when i see she n tat guy got chat got laugh..play here play there..my whole heart is filled wif freakin jealousy.. hopin tat can kill tat guy straight away but i noe even i do it..it would not change the facts lor

haiz..project presentation is comin le..exams oso comin le..now my freakin mind so many things is stuck inside..i dunno how to focus on tat..

=(((

Gonna stop here le..Haiz..



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