Every day had passed,
But what had you done,
In order to be happy?
You choose to leave me,
And choose another happy and cheerful world,
Since then,
My world had become a darkness world,
Why after the time passed so long,
You still won't show a little concern to me,
Just for 5seconds will do,
Forget it,
I know you won't,
Because your side now got him,
And shows that you are happier with him,
It is the fact,
I can do nothing at all but to accept it.
You know what i am doing every night,
I cried in the middle of the night,
I couldn't sleep at night,
I used watching TV and playing computer to try my best to forget you,
But my tears eventually still dropped down to my cheeks,
I cried every night,
I sat in a corner just hoping no one would saw my tears,
As i don't wish anybody to get worried about me,
So i cried secretly in a corner every night,
Hoping one day you would be there to dry my tears,
Untill today,
My one and only wish,
Is to hope you would always be there to dry my tears.
I am trying the very best to tell myself to think about your bads in order to hate you,
But i do not know why the more i told myself to hate you,
The more i could not bring myself to hate you,
In fact,
I hate myself more then you,
I hate myself for not cherishing you,
I hate myself for not loving you when you need someone to love,
I hate myself for everything that i did to hurt you,
No one could ever decrease the hates that i had for myself.
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