I couldn't forget you,
Tears is a reminder that i am still loving you,
Could you let everything return to zero and restart everything?
I could only stare into a world of darkness,
And keep thinking of you,
As dark clouds had been getting more and more,
But i just couldn't chase the clouds away,
No matter what i do,what i said,
Dark clouds would be there forever to surround me.
Is it a wrong that i fall in love for you,
Or is it a right to remove the curse that you had given me,
A curse that you had given me deeply,
No matter how i tried to give myself the medicine,
It couldn't cure the curse.
Nobody knows that i am still missing you,
I know hate is easier to put down than love,
But when the tears had flood the entire heart,
I think i could let my quietness answer all the questions,
I told you i would love you with all my heart,
But in the end,
I broke it,
I am the person who broke it,
So i got no right to ask for your forgiveness or anything,
Because i know is i deserve it,
This is my retribution,
So just let me suffer alone in the darkness,
Don't care about me and let me be in the darkness forever.
In the past,
When i love you,
You said that i love you too much and you request for some freedom,
When i started to give you some freedom,
You started to said that i started ignoring you,
So can you tell me what can i do is correct?
I love you too much is because i would scared you would leave my side one day,
But when i started to give you some freedom,
You had really leave my side,
Could i love you more and more so you could not leave my side just because you said i am flooding you with my love that you can no longer breathe?
Please,
Tell me what to do in order to gain some of your care and concern and perhaps some of your love?
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