Some of my friends said i am emotionally unstable,
So what if i am?
Does anybody cares whether i am mentally unstable or emotionally unstable?
I don't think so,
I don't think even when i am dying,
Anybody will cares or bother about me,
Because i don't DESERVE anybody care neither nor concern nor even pityness,
If you think that i am mentally unstable or emotionally unstable,
You are free to disown me this friend,
Because i don't give it a DAMN.
Forget it,
No one would cares whether i am dead or alive,
Sometimes i am thinking,
Is it when i am no longer in this planet,
Problems will not keep coming?
Because i don't even know what problems that i had,
That is what is the biggest problem of all,
Haiz,
I am really really tired living in this world,
Who can free me from this world?
I am really very tired missing you every night,
Thinking of you every seconds,
But what can i do?
That is why i said i am really tired living in this bloody world,
Haiz..
I am really sick and tired of living in this world,
Anybody can tell me what to do in order to be happy?
Why i live in this world 19 years,
I can't felt a bit of happiness living in this world?
Days are getting darker and darker for me,
And no matter how candles are lid,
I can no longer see a bit of light,
I had been blind by darkness,
And it would forever been blind.
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