Why am i stil feeling so down?
Why am i stil feeling so empty in the heart?
Why am i stil wishing to see you appear in front of me again?
Why am i stil crying for you again and again yet no one give it a damn on me?
Why am i stil hoping to hold your warm hands in the middle of the street to prove to others that i am so proud to have you by my side?
Why why why???
I do not understand why my heart is still so hurt when i started to think of you,
Why am i so stupid to keep missing you when i know everything had been impossible for me?
I really wish i could hate you to the core,
So that i won't be so miserable like now,
But i can't,
No matter what i trying to do,
I just couldn't hate you,
Is it because of the memories that you gave me is too deep for me to hate you?
Or is it because my heart is no longer can hate anyone at anytime?
The love that within you is really too deep for me to put down,
Even though i know the love is too heavy for me to carry,
But i had been forcing myself to carry it,
Am i really so stupid to carry a hope which i know is totally impossible to fulfill at all?
Or is it because i am unwilling to put down this burden and had been pulling me back from walking away?
I am really very tired of anything,everything,
But no matter how i tried to walk,
I am stil stuck in the world of darkness,
Haiz..
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