The feelings is not right, I had been trying my save back that feelings, But you are so heartless to hurt my feelings, By saying that you no longer love me, Your heart doesn't belongs to me anymore, And you decide to leave me alone and off you go, Why? Why? Why?
Can you please tell me that loving you is a wrong, So i hope i could forget you totally, And i do not need to stay in a hole of memories that only belongs to us, Because if you still love me, You won't let me walk alone, You won't leave me alone in this world, If my tears could exchange you back to my side, I would say i am willing to drop thousand tears or even ten thousands tears just to hope you could return to my side again.
I hope i could be happier then the past, I do not born to have my unhappiness, But my unhappiness had been lot more then others, Even you handed the world to me, I would still felt empty, Because i lost you, I lost you, Let me have everything also useless.
Seeing you walking farther and farther, Yet i still had to pretend a happy smile for your sake, I wonder how long my smile will last, If i started to tell i still wanted you to be by my side, Would it change anything?
Without you by my side, Even i found my breathing is pain, Because every of my breathing holds a breath of you, Every of my heartbeat had been beating for you, When i sing a love song, My heart is hurt, And my tears eventually dropped from my eyes to the floor, Reading your letters had let me been dropping my tears, Because i stil cannot forget you.
I could only stare into the emptiness forever, Because i could not forever myself for hurting you once, So hoping you could forget me in your life, Treating me that i had never ever exist in your life.
Saying you love me once is such a tough matter, You kissed my forehead once to tell me you would stay by my side forever, But everything changed, Your attitude changes, Your love changes, Everything belongs to you in the past doesn't seem to belongs to you in the present.
I could no longer eat neither nor sleep, Without you, Everything seem incorrect, I hope i can no longer fall in love, Because love is truly hurts, My loving for you is dying, But i eventually couldn't forget you, And i could not cut the love you had gave me in the past.
Once we said could walk together to our future truly belongs to us, But you told me that you are too tired to walk, And you wish to walk alone, But i wonder you still remember the promises you had made to me, That you walk will walk with me no matter how tough the route would be, We would hold our hands together and walk together, No one is suppose to break the promises, But eventually i spent my valentine day alone, And when i saw lots of couples holding hands, I don't know why my heart is filled with aches and enviness, Hoping that you are by my side, Now i am still thinking of you, And i am still missing you deeply, But did you ever thought of me for just for 5 seconds?
