Whether is in studies,r/s,games or watever.. I m always the loser!!!
no matter how many times i tried,how hard i tried, Eventually i m stil the loser of the match.. Why??
The one who i loves the most,always hurt me the most.. No matter how i trying to touched u with my sincerity, eventually u still choose him.. WHY???!?!?!
untill now,i m still hurting with the wounds tat u had given me, y muz u hurt me when i decide to give commitments? y muz u hurt me wif ur excuses when i decide to give u my heart?? y muz u leave me when i needed u to b my side the most?? WHY!!! W-H-Y!!!
i reli feel like cuttin myself.. let me bleed to death.. tat will end all the problems i guess tat is the one n only solution to all problems??
y m i still thinking of u like a crazy hopin tat u still will return to my side??? izit first love reli is the most unforgettable?? n oso the most miserable love of all??
i miss u alot..i reli do! but i dunno wat to do in order to reduce the love i had for u.. WAT TO DO!!!
i reli wish i could die.. so i could bring ur love wif me to enter to another world tat only belong to me n ur love.. but i afraid tat if i m unable to die,den there would b no more solutions.. haiz..
can anyone tell me wat to do?? i reli feelin freakin miserable..reli do..haiz..
