I was missing you so much, Untill i couldn't fall asleep at night, So i decide to stare into the sky to look out for the stars, The stars resembled your face, I held a picture of you and stare hard into the stars, After a while i fall asleep with your picture in my arms, I am using it as a blanket, And it felt so warm to me.
In the morning, The sun rise, I saw your face in the sky, Thinking of the joys and laughter that you had brought to me in the past, You had bought a lot of sunlight into my world, But when you are gone, Everything had gone darken for me, Whatever i am doing, I saw your face and soul around me.
I am still missing you very much, How do you expect me to do then you will be willing to return to my side, Our past didn't even touched your heart before or our past is no longer worth it for you to think about it? Maybe you don't even care about our past since you think that this is no longer important to you, But it would be very important to me because it holds a memory and a past of us, The joys, Laughters, Pictures that we took, Songs that we sang together, Hands that we held together, Lips that we kissed together, Everything had still held inside deeply and bottom of my heart, I just hope you could make a turn back to the place that we first met, But i know you don't even remember what is it now, I am so disappointed in everything that i had for this relationship, Because no matter what i do, This relationship can no longer bear any fruit, I am so sad, That you don't hold a part of my memory in your heart, I am so angry, That you don't a hold a part of our relationship because i didn't even manage to give you a happy relationship. For everything, I only had myself to blame.
