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Tuesday, July 28, 2009



Hohoho..
tiz is my last post b4 i go on course tml le..
so bored..totally dun feel like goin..
=((

i miss my mummy so much..
haiz..
n i miss all my online frenz too..
=)

so all muz continue to help keep my blog active wor..
thx ar..tiz comin sat i can book out..i will reply all tags n post more de..
=))

all muz take gd care n dun fall sick wor ar!!
=D

all miss me de hua can sms me..my hp is stil on 24/7 standby..hahaha!!
hao le..i goin to slp le..
tml mornin stil need to wake up early le..
haiz..
nite all!!


EmO BOI bled for you at 10:14 PM

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Sunday, July 26, 2009



我放不过我知己,所以转一圈回到原地,
眼泪是一种提醒,我还爱你是否能让一切归零,

好让我能过爱你多一遍。都是我不好,
一心想给你最好的爱,但到最后什么都不能给,
让你只得到伤心,可是我的日记还是想念着你的名,
希望能够有你陪我,如果这世界能有少一点怨恨,少一点仇人,少一点无聊,
多一点抱荣,多一点你的爱,多一点好朋友,多一点一切的一切就好了。

你是否还知道我的心每天都在为你流泪,真的很可望一个能依靠的肩旁,
但一天一天的过,我才发现,你一天一天离我越来越远,
越想握住你的手,我越是握不住,想你的心是一天比一天的重,
但我还是放不下你。

我伤你伤的太过深,所以你不再相信我的话,在你最难过的时候,
给你安慰的不是我,借你肩旁靠的人不会是我,
我的心真的很痛,当你的心痛时,你有他能陪你,
我心痛时又有谁在我身边陪我度过最难过的一关呢?

对不起,让你对我的撤地的失望,不能给你一个美好的回忆,希望他能代替我好好的爱你,给你一个难以忘记的回忆,希望能看到你每天好好的笑着过日子。

在远方的你,是否能感觉到有人还在默默的为你祈祷呢?
我每天都在过没有意思的生活,觉的生活是淡的无味,
但我又能做什么呢? 只希望如果有一天,我已不在这史上,
希望你能把我放在你心里最深的地方,好让我过的有安全感。

我每天看着人来人往,好希望能看到你的脸,
但几百万的人,我却看不到你的脸,
我真的无法忘记你,我还是好想你,
有你,我就好像有了全世界,
失去你,我得到全世界也淡的没味道。

想着你微笑的脸,想念只会越陷越深,
请不要忘了我,如果我让你太烦感,
那就提早忘了我,因为我不想从烦感变的深深的爱。

我知道你只是渴望你双翅膀让你飞翔,
及然翅膀已在你身上,那就好好的飞翔吧,
如果有一天,你决定了你要降落的地点,
我肯定会在你降落的地点默默的等待你。

At first i thought i can stop myself from crying, But when i miss you too much,
My tears eventually cannot control itself, And i am so hurt,
Why i wish to have someone there for me, Eventually there is no one for me,
Why i wish to have someone for me to cry on, Eventually there is no shoulder for me to cry on.

I am so hurt and pain now, Who is there to understand the pain that i had?
Who is there to understand the suffers that i had in my heart?
Who is there to listen to my rubbish when i needed someone to be my listener?
Who is there to lend me a shoulder when i needed something to lean on?
I guess nothing and no one is there for me.

I am sorry, When i promised you i won't cry,
It is all fake,Tears eventually dripped down from my eyes,
No one knows my pains,No one knows my tears, No one knows my heart is bleeding,
No one knows i am dying.

Why others could get so called "EverLasting Love", But i don't get to see it,
When i didn't get to see it,I won't be able to sense it,When i didn't be able to sense it,
I will die due to over-bleeding, Trust me,Over-bleeding won't last long,
It will be over soon,When you will no longer see a lonely boy in this world,
Talking about rubbish things.

Why I love you,
I had to release you,
To give you back your freedom,
Why no one is there for me,
When i need a shoulder to cry on,
Because i am missing you badly,
That i cried every night before i sleep.

Even when i sleeping,
My mind is still thinking of your pretty images,
And your voice that been talking to me,
But your voice had kept telling me to forget you,
Telling me that you are not worth it to be in my dream,
If you think you are not worth it to be in my dream,
Then no one is no longer worth it to be in my dream anymore.
I only want you to be in my mind,
I wish you are always there for me,
Whenever i need a helping hand,
You would be the first to reach there,
Whenever i need a shoulder to lean on,
You would be the first to be there,
Whenever i need a listening ear,
You would be there to listen to my rubbish even by keeping quiet,
When you are by my side,
I would feel secure,
When you are by my side,
I felt that i had the whole world in my hand,
Perhaps you had choosen the right choose by leaving my side,
To make the entire world to be in your hand.

Now you had the whole world in your hand,
But my world had been destroyed by you,
Just becsause of your words,
It are just like a sharpen knife,
Goes straight into my heart,
And you are so heartless,
Left me bleeding non stop,
And my heart had been broken into small pieces,
So my heart had prounced DEAD.


你走了,你也把我的幸福给带走了,
让我一辈子再也找不到我的幸福,我却只能给你远远的祝福,
爱你却要放你走。

开心是什么,我不知道,
开朗是什么,我不知道,
我只知道什么是黑暗,什么是寂寞,
我们曾经还说要一起看星星,永远谁都不可以离开谁的,
但这个愿望在也不实现了,要一起看的日出和日落,
我们也不能在一起看了,孤单的我还是在默默的等你回来。

美丽的梦何时才能出现?我何时又能见到美丽的你?
为什么爱你又要放弃你?
只想跟你说,你这爱情傻瓜到现在还在等你回来。

爱你的心没人明白,想你的心没人知道,
对你的思念是一天比一天深,想起有人跟我斗嘴,
想起有人跟我有说有笑,想起有人会找我发泄的时候,
我是多么想念那个时刻。我每天都在想,
我为何不会学如何去爱你,我为何要选择伤害你,
失去你之后才想要挽回一切,但才知道你己不属于我了,
我想跟你说声,对不起。

我知道我伤你太过深,所以你不能再相信我的话,
所以希望你能找到比我更爱你的人,我在这里,
忠心的祝福你,希望你能比从前开心。

Thx all for concern..my fever is gone le..but stil got a spittin headache n a badly coughin..
All oso rem to drink more water kk..dun fall sick le..=)


EmO BOI bled for you at 1:49 PM

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Friday, July 24, 2009



Haiz..
stupid fever attacked me agn
haiz..

havin fcukin cough n flu..
wed stil got course to go..
now head freakin pain..

haiz..
slept whole nite last nite..
but wake up every few hrs..cox head v.pain..v.diff to slp..
haiz..

ate medi a while ago..
but head stil v.pain..
the more i slp the more pain my head will hav..
sound stupid hor?

haiz..
dun look forward for my upcomin course..
dunno y..dun ask me y too..

i now v.xin ku..feel like dyin le..
=((


EmO BOI bled for you at 11:03 AM

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009



I really hope that our love would never faded,
But i know you can no longer trust a guy like me in your life again,
Why i must choose to hurt you when u treated me so good,
I really miss your hugs very much,
But i don't know what to do to make you treat me like a normal friend,
A friend that you can find and chat happily.

Everything is my fault,
I do not know how to cherish you when God gave a gift to me,
If everything could change or not God give me another chance to love you,i swear i would love you more then the past,
But i know you won't trust my words again,
As i hurt you with my words before,
Perhaps i should learn how to let you go,
And learn how to put your unforgettable poision away from my body,
My heart is so pain,
Awaiting for your message,
Awaiting for your care and concern,
But you will never ever gave it.

I had been coughing for almost a week,
And still coughing badly nowadays,
Maybe it had lead to lung cancer already or what,
No one knows,
No one cares anyway,
I was wondering when you will care about me,
Even it was just a short concern,
As short as 5 seconds,
I would be happy,
Because as least i know your heart stil got me as your friend,
But i know even you get to choose to care as friend,
I guess i won't be in your list,
Because i am a devil in your heart,
But you are a angel in my heart,
Forever a lovable angel in my heart,
When can i get your love?
When can i get your care?
Everything that had past,
I could only say sorry to you,
And i love you.


EmO BOI bled for you at 9:57 PM

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009



已经忘记了到底等待了多久 你还没把那句话说出口
街上的情侣手牵着手 我们只有沉默 从朋友到恋人究竟多少步骤 你永远只会静静看着我
期待着某天会萌芽结果 会不会就这样落空

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友 但朋友的线我们早跨过 脑海里头总是充满你的笑容
我知道 你也有同样感受
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友 如果没勇气会这样错过 一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我

从朋友到恋人究竟多少步骤 你永远只会静静看着我 期待着某天会萌芽结果 会不会就这样落空我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友 但朋友的线我们早跨过 脑海里头总是充满你的笑容
我知道 你也有同样感受
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友 如果没勇气会这样错过 一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我

多少寂寞(多少寂寞)因为有你的陪伴而度过 不要想的太多 想想曾有的不该没把握 唔耶
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友 在这个位置等待了多久 静静守着彼此我们都能够接受为
何要留下为什么
我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友 如果没勇气会这样错过 一句话就够 其他都别多说我等着你开口说爱我
说你爱我


EmO BOI bled for you at 9:43 PM

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Sunday, July 19, 2009



如果我说我还是深深的爱着你,你还会给我一个爱你的机会吗?
如果你问我为何还会爱着你,我只能说我对你的感情还没有散掉,
你笑着对我说我很傻,我哭着对你说,我傻因为我还是很爱你,
我很希望能够再牵着你温柔的手,因为它能陪我入睡,
你教我如何爱上你,但你却没教我如何忘记你,
你教我如何进入一段爱情,却狠心的丢弃我一个人在黑暗的洞里.

吻你的唇让我知道我的明天会有人陪我一起度过,拉你的手让我知道我的一生已经完完全全交给你了,
我的明天就只有你能陪我一起过,你能让我跟你一起走进属于我门的明天吗?

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EmO BOI bled for you at 1:33 PM

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009



I suddenly miss you so much,
Thinking of our pretty moments,
How i wish i can ask you out again to have a nice talk,
But i guess you won't ever trust a guy like me again,
A guy would only know how to hurt you the most when you started to trust him the most,
I know you can no longer trust mywords,
But i still want to say,
The days and seconds being together with you is my happiest moments in my entire life,
Even though the days are short,
But the memories are beautiful,
*Sigh*

I really regret letting you down in the first place,
I really wish to have you back to my side,
But everything would be totally impossible.. =(


EmO BOI bled for you at 10:37 PM

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Saturday, July 11, 2009



Today dun reli hav things to do at hm..
so bored..

next wk i think we goin to do a project on those rules on drivin..
i oso duno wtf is tat..tat officer wan us to write dunno wat the shyt on regardin on the drivin thingy..
=.=

dunno wtf is tat la..knn..
den i juz uploaded some songs..but got new n some old ones..
plz help to support by listenin my songs n write some comments if possible..

=D

webbie is www.imeem.com/ratedrko
even if u didnt write comments,can oso help to promote lor..=D
thx alot..=DD


EmO BOI bled for you at 11:50 AM

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Friday, July 10, 2009



庾澄庆-静静的
作词:林唯  作曲:梁介洋 

空气里躲着什么 有点浪漫的心动 我偷偷看你 你也偷偷看我
世界上多了什么 好像变得很不同 站在你身边 这一切都好宽阔

我还在等着你 静静的爱我 只要有你陪我  静静的就足够 你也在等着我 静静的温柔
就这样手牵手 静静的看着天空

心里面藏着什么 你只想要让我懂 原来我的梦 也就是你的梦
纸条上写了什么 我好想要听你说 让字字句句 充满我们的笑容

我还在等着你 静静的爱我 只要有你陪我  静静的就足够 你也在等着我  静静的温柔
就这样手牵手  静静的看着天空

永远要记得 那天彼此许下的承诺 瞬间点亮的火花 是我们的拥有
我还在等着你 静静的爱我 只要有你陪我 静静的就足够 你也在等着我 静静的温柔
就这样手牵手 静静的看着天空
静静的手牵手 是最简单的梦


EmO BOI bled for you at 8:47 PM

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Saturday, July 4, 2009



S.H.E - 记得要忘记


在就要轉身前忽然又想起你 相遇的那一天漾著微笑的你 那個微笑 還是很美麗
可惜那個人常常要讓人哭泣 太耀眼的城市不適合看星星 就如同你的心不適合談安定
謝謝你讓我傷過心 學會愛情並非執迷 人改變不了改變不了的事情

記得要忘記忘記 我提醒自己 你已經是 人海中的一個背影
長長時光 我應該要有新的回憶

人無法決定會為誰動心 但至少可以決定放不放棄 我承認我 還是會愛著你
但我將永不再觸碰這記憶

記得要忘記 忘記 經過我的你 畢竟只是很偶然的那種相遇 不會不容易
我有一輩子 足夠用來忘記

人無法決定會為誰動心 但至少可以決定放不放棄 我承認我 還是會愛著你
但我將永不再觸碰這記憶

記得要忘記 忘記 我提醒自己 你已經是 人海中的一個背影
長長時光 我應該要有新的回憶

記得要忘記 忘記 經過我的你 畢竟只是很偶然的那種相遇 不會不容易
我有一輩子 足夠用來忘記
我還有一輩子 可以用來努力 我一定會忘記你


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