Another year had passed,
I thought by keeping myself busy,
I can forget you,
But all along I had been lying to myself,
I had deleted your photos,
But your photos that had been keeping in my memory,
How do you expect me to forget it?
Days after days had passed,
Keep telling myself that I can forget about you,
But as days goes on,
I still can't do it,
Still missing the nights spending together with you,
How I wish we can sit on the beach to see sunset together again,
I miss that moments so much,
But things that had gone can no longer turned back,
So it had turned into regrets,
Regrets that had been keeping in my heart forever,
And could only blame myself for being useless,
That I couldn't keep you happy when you are by my side,
Perhaps you are happier when you are alone,
But I am not happy when I am alone,
Because I can no longer have you by my side to share my joys and sad,
And I can no longer listen to your joys and sad,
I keep telling myself that since you doesn't belongs to me,
Then I could only let you go,
And wish you all the best,
And promise me that you will be happy forever.
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Alrite..i m back..
lol..
today afternoon bk out frm camp..
go bedok find my mum eat lunch..den go home wash clothes n bath..
den ard 4+ go out wif my parents n go tampines de courts c furnitures..
after tat den go giant there de foodcourt eat dinner..
eat le den go back to courts cox got some paperwork havent done..
hmm..den ard 8+ go take bus27 go hm le..
yawn..
so tired..mayb gonna slp early..
tml nite bookin in agn.
SIANZ!!!
k le..nth much to say le.
Still missing you every days and nights,
Knowing you that already forgotten my presence,
But still choose to put you in my heart,
And remembered the words you had told me,
"You are always craved deep in my heart"
This is what you told me,
But i guess these words are already gone long ago,
Sigh..
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sianz sianz..
goin back to camp in few hrs time..
haiz..
2 n half days so fast jiu gone le
=((
movin hse in 2 wks time..
wonderin can take leave to help my parents or not..
cox my sis goin to holidays v.soon..my daddy oso dunno can take leave or not..
so if my mummy do alone..afraid she couldnt cope wif it..
haiz..
btw..anybody wan to help me move hse??
lol!!
cox my sis will b callin her frenz to help too..
so i think if can call more ppl den would b beta..LOL
anybody anybody??
=xx
if u wan,can drop me a tag..=DD
hao le..today whole day stayin at hm..so goin to bath den prepare to go out le.
haiz..
boring days agn comin le..
=(((
hopefully faster comes sat..
LOL..
alrite..all rem to tag tag tag me kk
=D
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Ps to readers..
so many days didnt blog..
psps..
i try to blog it out as much as possible kk
=))
19Sept..HAPPY BDAY to my MUMMY!=DDit was her bday..so after i bk out frm camp..i go bedok pei her eat eat..den go bedok walk walk a while jiu go hm le..after i go hm bath,wash clothes..den ard 4+ go out wif my daddy go compass point to find my mummy to go out eat dinner..decided to go tampines ave 3 blk 800+ eat..ordered asam fish,salad prawn,hong kong(esp for my mummy de..cox she is bday gal..=D),mix vege..eat till ard 7+ den slowly go for a short walk..den headed hm..hm sweet hm abt 9+ ba..=D20Septhmmhmm..wat to blog abt today leh..well..mornin wake up..den accompany my mum go eat breakfast..den accompany her to busstop to take bus 88..after tat den i headed hm to play psp..play till ard 11+,wash tv,play com..till 1+ go bath n prepare to go out..go out wif my daddy n mummy to eat agn..LOL..every wk come back hm dun need to scared no things to eat..=xxtoday went to bugis..there is freakin crowded de..bloody ppl kip standin there dun move..thot tat they r v.small size? =.=went bugis street there de coffee conniseur to eat..dun reli noe how to spell..is tcc..lol lol..my sis is workin in bugis..but not tat branch tat we went to eat..lol..juz ordered 2 coffee,2 cakes n 1 more cheesy stuff which i dunno the name..lolin the end the bill is 49.20LOL..lucky my sis got giv some "scratch n win" card..den got won 20bucks voucher..so decided to go there eat..if not oso wasted..hahaha!! but tell u wat..mi n my dad took exactly 10-15mins to decide wat to eat after seein the menu..cox we totally r lost as we didnt go there eat b4..n mostly the foods we dun reli noe how to eat? rofl...okok..after eatin..decide to go walk walk in bugis junction shoppin mall..walk walk walk.till ard 4+ den go food court eat a bit stuff den go bugis street there wait for bus 80..den take bus80 to hougang mall..go ntuc buy some biscuits for me to brin to camp tml..boring!!! after tat..walked hm frm hougang mall..hm sweet hm ard 7+..play psp,watch tv,play com..okok..guess tat all for today ba..ps..no pics..=xx
will try to upload it some other days..do look forward for tat day k
lol
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You are still the love in my heart,
My life had changed because of you,
My heart beat because of you,
My tears dropped because of you,
I can't sleep at night is because of you.
I could only keep staring at the sky to look for you,
Hopefully i can see you in the sky,
Do you know someone had been crying for you all along?
I don't have the courage to walk the path alone,
When I hug you,
I saw the future,
When I had choose to leave you,
My future had been shadowed by darkness.
Please forgive me for being unmature,
Didn't turn back the clock,
But i scared is too late to say it out,
So i had to let you go and search for your happiness,
A faraway from me will always give you my blessing forever.
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Why do you choose to leave me when i am totally commited on you?
Why do you choose to hurt me when i am loving you the most?
I can't touch your heart just like i can't touch the sky,
I can't feel your soul just like i can't feel the air,
I can't see your heart just like i can't see the deepness of the sea,
I can't hear your voice just like i can't hear the waves of the sea,
I can't hold your hand just like i can't hold the little star in the sky.
I am the one who can't forget the past,
I am the one who choose to hurt you,
I am the one who choose to love you deeply,
And i am also the one who are missing you deeply now.
I know you don't want anything,
Maybe you only want him in your heart,
But do you know that a heart had been beating for you all along,
And waiting for you to hear it?
My love wish to touched your heart in the past,
But you had him in your heart,
Does he really still stayed in your heart?
Please tell me,
Don't be afraid to hurt me,
Because from the moment you left me,
You had already hurt me deeply.
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好想在我闭上眼之前说我爱你,
不能再陪你,
看美丽的日出,
但你答应过我,
你会好好活下去,
我会把回忆带到一个没人能给的地方,
再见了,我的爱.
爱要怎么说出口,
如过能将你拥有,
我想我不会那么难过,
是你跟我说放下爱就会走远,
但我却走不到未来,
我还有千言万语想要跟你说,
但你却已离我远去,
好想再回到从前,
再一次拥有你最美的灵魂,
没有你的爱,
我的世界好空虚.
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