My life is closing from the day you left me,
A day for me is just a year had gone,
I was begging for a chance that might never ever comes true,
I am repenting for my mistakes,
It had become my routine that i had been putting my thoughts on her,
Maybe she had read it,
Maybe she need more time to forgive,
Or maybe she will never ever forgive.
Humans do make mistakes,
Maybe is i hurt too much of her feelings,
Make her hating me so much,
I am guilty and i blame nobody,
This kind of suffering i had is what i deserve,
Live alone and maybe dying alone.
I still couldn't bring myself to forget about you,
I just cannot help myself to stop thinking about you,
No matter what i said could never touched your heart again,
Perhaps i could only pray to God that he could give me another chance to love in my next life,
I only pray that you could be happy without me,
Maybe God could see you smiling after you left me,
That is why God is unwilling to give me another chance to love you in this lifetime,
And i could only keep dreaming that i am still loving you deeply．
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here to post le!
went hougang mall for lunch wif my parents..
den reach hm ard 3+
bath,play com n watch tv
hoho!!
tml bookin in agn..
sianz sianz!
at nite eat western wif my parents..
den play facebook..
seem like quite addicted to facebook le?
=x
as least facebook is more fun den frenster
tat wat i think lor
=xx
dunno wat to post liao leh..
bored leh!
enjoyable day always is v.short de
bored bored bored..
my psp charger spoilt..
haiz..
k le lor.
will post next wk le
=)
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here to post le..
edited the songs in the playlist..
will b bit lag cox i took the codes frm sogou de..
lol..so some songs would b bufferin de..
hav patient n hav a nice day listenin to my songs ba.
lol!
book out on fri evenin..
sianz cox need to book in on sun nite..
=.=
sun shld b off day cox is consider a ph..
=.=
piang eh..
SIANZ LA!!!!
kao!!
dunno wan to do wat..
juz feelin life is reli v.tiring..
haiz..
will update when i got time de..
=)
请你告诉我,爱上你是一个错,别让我失魂落莫昭了魔
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Without you I forgot how to breath,
Without you I cannot focus on anything,
My mind is all about your images,
You said left me is for my own good,
But you never know that is a deep cut to my heart,
I tried my best to make you smile everyday,
But you don't like be happy for whatever i did for you,
Am I too good to you untill you think you don't deserve the love,
Or am I too ugly to suit you that's why you choose to leave me just to prevent those rumors?
I really hope you can be the one to hold my hand again,
What else can i do just to prove that my heart is still beating for you,
Or death is the only way to prove my love for you?
Please tell me,
I really wish to know the answer,
I do not wish to know the answer after i left this world,
So please tell me before i disappear from this world.
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Hmm..
today dun reli hav much things to post..
next wk movin hse le..
today go new hse there do paintin..well..
so tired..reli not easy job..
lol
dunno wan to say wat leh..
hmmhmm..
army life stil not gd..
n my drivin oso not gd..
haiz..
had been askin myself,
m i reli suit to b a driver?
everyday drive le but seem to b like no improvment..
haiz..
or m i too stupid le?
=(
still missin u alot..
y y y y y y???
i m reli v.v.v.v.v.v.tired..
haiz..
but reli dunno wat to do den is correct..
y i do everything like doesnt seem to b correct?
haiz..
juz feel like my life is totally FUCK UP!
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