I am missing of your pretty smile,
I am thinking of your hugs,
If we didn't met before,
Didn't kiss before,
Didn't hug each other before,
Didn't even get to know each other at all,
Would it be better?
Love is a thing that everyone is looking for it,
Everyone wanting to hold it tight,
Never want to let it go,
But eventually those would got love will be very few,
Because love eventually will disappear from our life.
When I saw your smile,
I know it's not for me,
When I saw your laughter,
I know it's not for me,
All I wish is to get a happy beginning and a happy ending,
I have a happy beginning with you,
But I do not have a happy ending with you,
The ending is so pain that I almost died,
I tried to drunk myself every night,
Even I am drunk,
It is only for the time being,
When I woke up,
The pain in my heart continues,
No matter how I made myself drunk,
I still can't forget the happy memories that you had given me,
Everyday is a miserable for me,
But no one understand.
When we are together,
I hate to say the word "Goodbye",
I afraid that word would be our last word ever,
But the worst day eventually came,
And I didn't expect it would came so fast,
We still have to be apart,
But not a part anymore,
I am hurt,
And I truly truly hurt.
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爱你却不能从来,
却只能看着你跟他离我远去,
我不知道如何不想你,
还是希望还能在我门第一次见面的地方看到你,
但等了又等,
却只是白等,
但还是希望会有你的出现.
你的出现让我看到了爱,
让我感受到温暖,
但我却没好好珍惜你,
没看中你的好,
好想跟你回到过去,
再回到我门开心的日子里,
继续写我门的故事,
也写我门的未来.
让我的生命有彩虹的是你,
让我哭笑不得的也是你,
让我失去笑容的也是你,
能让我的生命再度发光发热的人却只有你.
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My happiness moment in my life is that i get to hold your hand before,
Get to kiss your lips before,
Get to hug you before,
Get to sing our favourite song together,
Missing you every night is a punishment that heaven choose to give,
Thinking of you every night is a gift that you gave to me,
Never ever regret choosing you in the first place,
If given me a second chance,
I will make the same decision again,
I will still choose to love you again,
And love you deeply each time,
Will only plus my love for you,
Will never ever minus,
In the past will plus,
In the present will times two,
In the future will times twenty,
And the future will only keep adding.
Even though i know that your heart already belongs to someone,
And i can no longer get back your heart,
All i can do is to give you blessings,
Even though it really hurts me a lot,
But i know by forcing you will only make you go further and further,
But no matter what,
I still need to thanks you for giving me a pretty memories,
And it will only remains as memories.
I Love You.
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I know in your heart won't ever have me,
And won't believe what i had said,
Because you had said,
Trusting a person is so difficult,
So i guess you won't ever trust me again,
Ever if it is just a normal friend,
I know is difficult to trust me,
Because i hurt too much of your feelings,
But i really wish you could bring me back to the feeling of the love,
Let me feel what is the feeling of falling in love again,
But i guess it is totally impossible,
Because your heart had already taken by someone.
If your heart is no longer with you,
Even if i had you with me,
I won't feel happy at all,
I really wish i can hold your heart for once again,
And i promise i won't let go,
But i guess you won't even bother about my promises,
Because you must be thinking that i am lying to you,
I am really afraid of living alone,
It is so dark,
I wish i could find you and lead me to lights,
Because i can see no one but you,
The one and only you,
Because only you got the key to my heart,
But all this while,
You are unwilling to open my heart,
That is why i am still staying in a darkness,
I am waiting for you to save me,
Waiting for you to hold me,
Waiting for you to tell me that i still stand 0.1% in your heart,
Waiting for you to listen and sing the song that we used to sing together.
Still holding that piece of small hope,
Hoping miracle would pity me,
But i guess is really difficult because you won't even trust me anymore,
As long as i know that you are still fine,
I am happy,
As long as i know someone would love you,
I am glad,
Because i no longer have the right to love you,
Even if i am dead,
I know you are still in good condition.
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