Why do you want to use your lies to cheat on me?
Made me saw a little sight of the rainbow,
But you killed me in the next second,
Why???
Sigh..Is it use your lies to cheat on people to make people happy is only what you know and can do?
I am really disappointed on you when i discovered what you had done to me,
Nothing BUT A BUNCH OF LIES!
Why??
Why am i always will be the last person to know the truth?
You really made me look like a fool!!
If you could tell the truth to me earlier,perhaps i won't be so hateful
but WHY I AM THE LAST PERSON TO GET TO KNOW THE TRUTH??
Either you don't let me know the truth forever or you could just tell me face to face,
But why you choose to hide from me just like nothing had just happened?
I would give you one tight slap if i didn't regard you as my friend,
Really...Trust me..
When someone really lies to me like what you did,
I guess i would find something to whack,
But i don't know why when i know the truth from you,
I choose to walk away in silence,
Is it because i didn't even have the hates in my mind or i had feelings for you so it would made my hates goes away??
I don't even know the answer..
I only know my heart had just sank as deep as the sea.. =(
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We could not make it in the previous time,
Didn't manage to say goodbye,
I am still waiting in our memories,
Hoping you would come back to my arms,
And you would let me dry your tears again,
Would ask me to lend you my shoulder when you are down,
Would ask me to lend you my ears when you are happy,
Missed the moments that you put your head on my chest,
And the times that we held our hands and walked all the way from the starting to the ending of the beach.
Seeing our past photos,
Knowing that we had lots of happy moments,
But God knows that we would get such a sad ending,
Now perhaps you are leading a happy life,
But you won't know that someone is still waitng for you on the place that we broke up,
Thinking of our past made me cried every night,
Knowing that we are not made to be together,
But still want to know whether going back together would be possible or not,
I had been learning how to let someone go,
But it is truly hurts when you are about to do so.
Wish to know how are you these few years,
Without me,
Are you better?
Are you happier?
Hope someone would tell me the answers that had been a question mark that appear on my mind.
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HAPI NEW YR EVERYONE!
WELCOME TO 2010!
Sori for my late postin..welcome..tagbox kinda dead..nt sure wan to remove it or not..
sianz..
well..today dun need go back to camp..
but tml nite need to book in agn..
is v.bored but no choice..
2more mths to reach my 1 yr in army le..
the time not slow neither fast..
haiz..
brand new yr but the memories stil retain in my heart..
dunno wat to do abt tat pieces of memories..
is painful n miserable..
=(
dunno wan to update wat..only can think of emo posts tat made me think of u..
haiz
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After so long time,
finally get to change my blogskin..
even though is quite simple..
but i dun like too complicated one..cox is hard to edit..
LOL..
tonite dun need to go back to camp cox tml got leave..
wahahaha!! so tml nite den book in..
BOO..lol..
ROFL..
alrite alrite..i m so bored n got nth to do tat y i go choose a blogskin..
tiz blogskin is nice n quite easy to edit..
hahaha!!
anyway..if u changed or removed ur url plz inform me can..cox i need to update as often as i can
hahaha!!
alrite le..today dun reli hav things to update..
=))
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DADDY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!
19/12/09(SAT)
Ytd book out frm camp ard 12+pm
den it was rainin..lol..waited for the stupid bus 171 waited for exactly 20-25mins..
LOL..reach hm ard 1.15pm..bath,play com..ard 3.30pm out we go..
took bus 147 to bencoolen st there to find my sis frm work..
after tat we slowly walk to cathey there to find ikoi japanese restaurant..started findin foods n orderin drinks..lol..
didnt reli took many pics lor..cox focus on eatin nia..LOL..my dad de bday is on mon(21th) tat y my mum say go advance celebration..
heeee..well...after eatin,we decided to eat dessert but in the end didnt..cox the cashier there got electrical failure..the orders didnt get into it..
so we decided to pay the bill n off we go..
LOL..ate ard $60++ if i not wrong..lol lol...
took bus 147 headed straight hm..reach hm ard 7.45pm..
watch tv,play com lor..den call it a day le..phew..
so tired..but quite worth it to eat..cox i first time go there eat..LOL..
mayb next yr my bday oso go there eat?? lol lol!!!
alrite le..the rest i will let the pics do the talkin..=DD
LAST BUT NOT LEAST!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! =D
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If time would be able to turn back,
I would put you and me on a beautiful beach with a beautiful sunset,
And let the time stop there forever,
And let the time stores inside to our memories,
And everything might be perfect?
But i know i am lying to myself,
As nothing in this world is perfect,
I am just lying to myself to make myself feel better,
Because i had no idea what to do in order to make myself feel better,
And i am living inside a miserable world,
No matter what i had done,
I cannot see a little sight of light.
Everyday i am telling myself not to think about you,
But the more i am doing that,
The more i am thinking of you,
I am consoling myself not to think about our memories,
Telling myself tomorrow would be another new day,
Everything would be gone,
But everything is nothing but a dream,
A dream that would haunt around me forever,
A dream that would stay down me forever,
I do not know what to do,
I really do not know.
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Wish to know whether are you fine or not,
Without me,
Will you be happier or will be sadder?
Without me,
Will you eat your lunch and dinner?
Will you still miss me like the past?
Or the past would forever remains past?
Really wish i could know the answers for these questions,
So perhaps i won't be missing you as deep as the sea,
Or perhaps is deeper than the sea,
Who knows?
No one.
Perhaps you got him by your side,
You won't even want to know whether i am ok or not,
When i saw that you are sad,
I would feel sad automatically,
When i saw that you are happy,
I would feel sad too,
Because the one who made you happy is not me,
You are smiling,
But the one who saw your smiling and made you smile is not me,
But i am still the one who are holding on our memories,
Even i know you don't even care about our memories,
But that is only thing that i can hold on to for now,
So no matter what,
No matter how heavy the memories are,
I will hold on to it,
Won't ever let go.
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