At first i thought i can stop myself from crying,
But when i miss you too much,
My tears eventually cannot control itself,
And i am so hurt,
Why i wish to have someone there for me,
Eventually there is no one for me,
Why i wish to have someone for me to cry on,
Eventually there is no shoulder for me to cry on.
I am so hurt and pain now,
Who is there to understand the pain that i had?
Who is there to understand the suffers that i had in my heart?
Who is there to listen to my rubbish when i needed someone to be my listener?
Who is there to lend me a shoulder when i needed something to lean on?
I guess nothing and no one is there for me.
I am sorry,
When i promised you i won't cry,
It is all fake,
Tears eventually dripped down from my eyes,
No one knows my pains,
No one knows my tears,
No one knows my heart is bleeding,
No one knows i am dying.
Why others could get so called "EverLasting Love",
But i don't get to see it,
When i didn't get to see it,
I won't be able to sense it,
When i didn't be able to sense it,
I will die due to over-bleeding,
Trust me,
Over-bleeding won't last long,
It will be over soon,
When you will no longer see a lonely boy in this world,
Talking about rubbish things.
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