Can you not tell him that you would be afraid at night,
Waiting for someone to hug,
But that someone is not me,
Can you not tell him that you would only want someone to give you roses,
But that sender is not me,
Can you not tell him that you are always confusing about how to love someone,
And hoping he would give you some precious advices,
Can you not tell me that you are waiting for some kind of love,
But you wish that person is not me.
I know i do not deserve your love at all,
You deserve his love more then me,
You look happier with him than with me,
You make me look like a clown in front of you,
Knowing that no matter how i trying to gain back your love,
You are trying your own way to push me away just to prove to me that i am not worth it for your love.
Do you know that i am trying my very best to smile in front of you just to pretend that i am happy,
Forgetting you really is a very tough job,
But i am forcing myself to give you a smile just to make you thinking that i am happy,
But actually i am not,
Just keep blaming myself why i doesn't learn to cherish you,
Just because one word from you,
I choose to let you go,
That is the moment that i started to had regrets,
But i know everything had been too late for me to turn back.
I know i am not the one who are giving you happiness,
That why i am very dissapointed just because i didn't choose to give you the happiness that you had wished for,
After i had been doing a lot of thinkings,
Wished that i could turn the time back,
You had already turn to another guy's arms,
How i wish i could wish upon the sky,
Hoping you love me for once again,
Sorry that i had dissapointed you again and again,
And hope that you do not put any of your wishes on me anymore,
So i won't have anymore to dissapoint you.
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