My life is closing from the day you left me,
A day for me is just a year had gone,
I was begging for a chance that might never ever comes true,
I am repenting for my mistakes,
It had become my routine that i had been putting my thoughts on her,
Maybe she had read it,
Maybe she need more time to forgive,
Or maybe she will never ever forgive.
Humans do make mistakes,
Maybe is i hurt too much of her feelings,
Make her hating me so much,
I am guilty and i blame nobody,
This kind of suffering i had is what i deserve,
Live alone and maybe dying alone.
I still couldn't bring myself to forget about you,
I just cannot help myself to stop thinking about you,
No matter what i said could never touched your heart again,
Perhaps i could only pray to God that he could give me another chance to love in my next life,
I only pray that you could be happy without me,
Maybe God could see you smiling after you left me,
That is why God is unwilling to give me another chance to love you in this lifetime,
And i could only keep dreaming that i am still loving you deeply.
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