I am missing of your pretty smile,
I am thinking of your hugs,
If we didn't met before,
Didn't kiss before,
Didn't hug each other before,
Didn't even get to know each other at all,
Would it be better?
Love is a thing that everyone is looking for it,
Everyone wanting to hold it tight,
Never want to let it go,
But eventually those would got love will be very few,
Because love eventually will disappear from our life.
When I saw your smile,
I know it's not for me,
When I saw your laughter,
I know it's not for me,
All I wish is to get a happy beginning and a happy ending,
I have a happy beginning with you,
But I do not have a happy ending with you,
The ending is so pain that I almost died,
I tried to drunk myself every night,
Even I am drunk,
It is only for the time being,
When I woke up,
The pain in my heart continues,
No matter how I made myself drunk,
I still can't forget the happy memories that you had given me,
Everyday is a miserable for me,
But no one understand.
When we are together,
I hate to say the word "Goodbye",
I afraid that word would be our last word ever,
But the worst day eventually came,
And I didn't expect it would came so fast,
We still have to be apart,
But not a part anymore,
I am hurt,
And I truly truly hurt.
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